i'm not really here

Epictetus was right.
JULY 13, 2011 10:44AM

my neighbor who plays the violin

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it is one of those odd moments in life. one minute you are going to put a new load to wash, the next your feet are carrying you to the night-ed backyard, the strains of a violin too alive to be a recording. and you realize the neighbor who just moved to the house back-of-yours is a musician. the walls on her covered carport- the ones always shut, darkened by what looked like shelving full of somethings of the previous incarnation- cleaned and opened and revealing a white room occupied by four ladies rehearsing. you see the violin, a cello, and dare not more, for fear of being spy espied, an intruder


and for a moment- for a fleeting moment as you know it will be, when you divest yourself of darkness accepted as perennial cloak- you are witness to transfixed joy, consider the lilies in the field is hope and balm enough, and epictetus is right

 

© 2011 vanessa seijo

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"spy espied" Nice! I suppose now I have to google "epictetus."

I would prefer to think that this is more than chance, the musician neighbor moving so close. Maybe, just maybe, you drew her there with your artful poetic energy, to delight and amaze and inspire.
I have tried and tried to leave a thumb's up. Ain't happenin' for me Vanessa. Will return and try again in a min.
Yay... rated at last!
All external events are determined by fate. Heehee.

Yes he was.

:-) / Loved this. / R
You perfectly captured this moment. I am glad you have a neighbor who'll fill your life with beautiful music. ...Unlike mine, who only fill it with video game noise and renovation-related buzzing and banging.
you've made me a witness, too ~

and what tr ig said ~
one of those moments you just can't be grateful enough for. and it will continue! she's a neighbor, not just a musician caught for a second in passing. lucky you. and lucky us, getting to read your description.
This is so lovely and I know something of your experience. My next door neighbor has horses. Glorious animals. We get to feed them carrots as much as we want. His daughter is an accomplished equestrian, an Olympic hopeful, and we get to watch her train. Not bad for a neighbor.
OS can be grateful this happened for you and not me, as I might have written something like, wow, you just will not believe what I stumbled upon last night when I stepped outside to pee...

I might have mentioned Epictetus, too, but to disagree with his admonition not to laugh much, which I would have done had I stumbled upon such a glorious concert in my backyard (after I came back in, of course). But, then, maybe I do laugh too much. This I shall ponder.

My apologies for the insouciance, dear Vanessa, but this is so joyous and I am so grateful to receive another of your precious gifts of artful vision and insight.
This was a joy to read.
I too love such moments.
Little moments like that are a blessing. For simple things like this I am grateful. =)
Ohhh, a violin and a cello, I can see it with your words. I wish I could come back as a violin string and then I would feel and make that sound.
That was beautiful.

I can only hope my neighbors think as well of my rehearsals at home.

No complaints in the last five years, so I can only hope.
how prettily you write, but I never imagine you cloaked in darkness, never at all.
I had the same thought as Candace... Lucky you and lucky us for getting to read this beautiful little gem.~r
This is such a beautifully written post. It inspires me to be more discriminating when choosing words! You are lucky to live within range of such lovely music.
R
I have a neighbor who plays piano, and sometimes when I sit in the backyard, I can hear here play and sing as if she thinks no one is listening. (She's an older woman, rather shy.) It is a grand thing, a spy's gift, I'd say.
What a transcendent moment--and the promise of more to come!! Thank you for bringing the joy to us; glad you could shed the cloak.
Haaaah! heaven ... I love the violin, I was hoping it was a good neighbor story.
A muscian living next door to a poet, how provident.
And what a gift that night was for this author.

Epictetus is always right.
I never live near musicians. I wish I did; I'd join them. They seem so few and far between now.

I also love violin, particularly baroque violin, but it's not an instrument I play. You have to contort yourself so to get that beautiful sound. Holding an instrument up with your chin to the side just isn't easy. Violas are bigger and heavier, so they're worse.

If you've never heard the Bach solo violin sonatas and partitas, get yourself a copy. It may be the best music I know of, period. If you can find a recording by Arthur Grumiaux, get that one. Trust me. There are very few things as utterly amazing as hearing a fugue played on one violin in real time with no overdubs. The first time you hear it, it's like "Who's the second player?" and then you realize that There Isn't One.
I remember my 6th floor apartment in Manhattan, and someone else's kitchen window directly across the canyon, maybe 15 feet away from my living room. Every time I sat down to work on a song, a person I never, ever saw would start doing the dishes.
I love your writing. It's like a well-tuned auger, cutting clean and deep---moving material up and out. I'd like to be caught in the mundane and hear such music. Thank you.
Crickets rub their feet together.
Moon discloses her pallid face.
I Love spells and incantation.
P.S.
Scupper and You Play a Cello.
I Love How You Use a Cattail.
You Steeped in Intoxications.
It's refreshing Tisane simmer.
It's Good Summertime Tunes.
An achingly beautiful moment.
I felt a little thrill building for you as I read of your new neighbor arriving with melodies...and how delicious to stand in the shadows and peek, with promise of more.
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