I was reading some Joe Bageant yesterday. We all have our secret pleasures which we rarely broadcast, but share with a few close friends. Joe became one of mine as soon as I read Revenge of the Mutt People.
So, I was reading Joe’s Skinny Dipping in Reality and ran across a question I haven’t heard since I was 18. I recognized it immediately and wondered if I’d ever painted it on the wall. Could be, I’ve always been a naval gazer.
Last time I heard the question asked I was awed by it. This time I felt a lump in my throat and a hint of moisture at the corner of my eyes. I treat myself more kindly than I did back then. That compassion for self grows with age, along with a diminishing tendency to awe. It’s a good trade-off.
You could write the question down if you like. You know, bring it out on your birthday…or whatever. I kinda wish now that I had.
Here you go:
What is the question to which your life is the answer?
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I don't know what it means but I also am kinder to myself these days, sometimes it seems to lead to others being kind to me as well.
thanks for your comment over at my blog, vonnia. I don't want to haunt anyone though :)
I navel gaze too & then get up & kick hell out of something. My question: How can you learn everything you need to learn with just one life?
Beast- I think that's funny...and if you gaze at your navel long enough it's also profound.
Ela- Thank you! I don't think anyone has ever lived long enough to learn what we need to know to live. In recent years I've wondered if that's why we die: we 'could' live forever, but don't know how.
I've tried to make my life the answer to THAT question ... trouble is, I'll never really know how successful I was at answering it ...