I didn't walk by the synagogue today. My
daily walk
edited. I knew the cars would fill the
surrounding
streets, emotion urging out of the
tall wooden doors.
(You're inside, that I know, even if 510
miles away.)
I envy these holidays you keep. The offer of
celebration,
contemplation, atonement, and needed comfort
for your sorrow.
Rapt, I listened when you described the
prayers, the Torah,
casting off sin, and when, that first year
after you lost both parents,
the Rabbi touched your hand, coaxed your eyes
into his and said,
"You're a good son, still."
All the synagogues within forty miles sit
within a mile of
my house. I can't avoid this
reminiscence today, though I
try to place it in a new locket,
small and oval. As yet, untarnished.


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