A ghost in my world.
I can not see it.
It follows me.
Each day I feel it.
It creeps slowly
filling empty corners,
seeping deeply
into dusty cracks,
coloring difficult decisions;
a plague on my heart.
If I could escape this shadow
find sunlight,
dance with joy,
build alters of happiness
and beauty everywhere -
what then?
Before I could celebrate,
before I plant a garden
flowering with strength and beauty,
showered with love,
would Doubt return
and bring Fear along with it?


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Life is only as rude and tough as you let it be. Screw doubt, fear, uncertainty. Screw those who make you feel these absurd notions. Awake every Sunday morning and every morning in between, to bask in life's glorious sunshine.
Your azure eyes have the right to see the brightness of life.
My dear sweet amazing friend I am so thankful for your encouragement...you know you'll have to teach me how to dance :)
I would love to have your strenth and confidence.
find sunlight,
dance with joy,
build alters of happiness
and beauty everywhere -
what then?"
Doubt and fear are part of our nature (part of all animal´s nature, I guess); and we enjoy dance, altars and sunshine because we have what to compare them with: the next bit - or lot - of doubt and fear. So, I try to manage one fear and doubt at a time, and enjoy the happy moments in between. Not that I am always successful, but I try to do that...
Excellent poem, thanks.
Kisses,
Marcela
There are so few things sometimes of which I am certain but it is those things to which I must look. Doubt and fear always try to return but I cannot live without, as you so beautifully say, "a garden flowering with strength and beauty, showered with love".
You have a wonderful gift.
Wonderful poem.
Rated
Love you, sweetie.
Peace,
Steve - you are so always so encouraging to me - thank you...I never say that enough.
Thoth - I'll keep trying to hold my goddess head up high.
Life Is Good - You've given me a wonderous compliment...thank you so very, very much.
If doubt does return and brings fear with it, jsut tell them there's a new sheriff in town and he'll kick ass and not bother to take names. Just tell them, "Tigger is here, and he's bringin hell with him" :-)
and bring Fear along with it?"
I think it is your writing and your reading? that keeps this at bay and perhaps controls it..?
thank you for this post.
peece,
dj