What you had no  way of knowing, nor did I in entirety, I wrote those while I was undergoing a new drug for type 1 diabetes. I was in extreme excruciasting pain and day before yesterday I  almost died.

This drug is called Victoza and when it works it really extends lives. But when it doesn't work, it can kill.

So just to say I have never in my long life had so much torture and agony, everything that was ever wrong with my body  surfaced and thank god I'm off it now.

I don't know why I wanted to share this, as I don't think many know me here but that is why those posts were my way of getting out of this self onto the writing  and now who knows?

I'm off the pill, still a little woozy but even an earlier death is worth not being in total bodily hell. Thanks for listening. Do not need comments just to say why they were off or too long or whatever. love to everyone here, esp those few who read  the over- long posts. There was a pt 3 but i think I'm done.