For I was in pain

- and you refused to lessen it.

For you used to be my friend

- and you forgot me.

For I was weak

- and you ignored me.

For I was shut-in

- and you did not visit me.

For I called you

- and you never answered the phone.

For my floor was dirty

- and you didn't clean it.

For my fridge was empty

- and you didn't fill it.

For I couldn't drive

- and you didn't take me.

For all those hours of pain

in front of a blabbing screen

helpless and lonely and hopeless.

For all those well-meaning advisors

"Why don't you do this and do that?"

Who wouldn't bother with actions

Their good words to follow-up.

I considered the option of dying

yet somehow

it would be just playing into your game

so I kept on 

my useless existence

To all of you I say:

"Here I am".