I am watching the Long Island Medium find a sign that says "You are my Sunshine, My only Sunshine" in a little store. She remembers that her Grandma always sang that song and she bought it for her daughter who was leaving for college.
It reminded me that my deceased father liked that song too and I think of him every time I hear it. I wonder if he is a spirit now that the Long Island Medium could contact. If she was in this room with me would she feel his presence.
I know Dad's spirit helps my mom and I with simple things and complex situations. I would like to think that he is around but I don't want him to see me overeat or have sex. I want him to be proud of me but not to interfere with what I have to do. I think it is a little creepy to think of all the spirits around.
I wonder if my deceased boyfriend's soul is sitting here. We still seem to share a laugh now and then and I know he was happy here. If I were him I would hang around. I wonder if he sees me overeat, have sex and cry. It makes me laugh to think of all the things spirit must be able to see.
I think they come around us when we are thinking of them. It must be some sort of magnetic pull to attract a soul. If they are thinking of us then they come around in our space. Time and space are such an illusion that it is a wonder we don't all see spirits like the Long Island Medium does.
My mom has felt spirit pull twice. Once her husband, my dad, wanted her to go back to their bed after he died. That is where he died. His last words were 'I love you'. The other time she felt her twin brother hovering over her bed. I tell my deceased boyfriend to go and take her dancing. So far none of them seem to be able to get her to the other side. She has her feet planted firmly on this earth.
Is it imagination that makes some people feel spirit more than others? I have a good one but I have never felt anything really out of this world. When I listen to the Long Island Medium talk about the other side I love all the crazy details. I like her messages of hope and healing. She tries very hard to be on the good side of spirit. I think she has lots of fear from having her gift.
There can be really scary things that come thru from the other side. I sometimes feel voices that I know are inside me and yet they seem perfectly logical considering my life history. I do not feel haunted but I do wonder at the influence of the things we can imagine.
"You are my sunshine." Dad. I wonder if you take other forms and slide all over the universe now. Perhaps you have found another earthly body and are able to move and feel again on this plane? I have heard that someday we will be able to talk to the dead just like we talk to Aunts and Uncles in far off states. A direct line to the other side would make things very complicated.