Alpine, California, United States
December 07
I am here in cyberspace trying to understand the true nature of reality. My artwork can be seen in the blog link below.!home/mainPage


Zanelle's Links

MARCH 11, 2014 7:54AM

Advice to my Daughters

                   If you can't be good, be kind.

                   Stay beneath the radar.

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MARCH 9, 2014 9:19AM

Trees at Sunset


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MARCH 8, 2014 10:32AM

A Doughnut Almost Killed Me

  It was three am, the witching hour, and I was up.  That is a stressful time but also a good time to take care of business and look up information on the internet. 

   It had been a three doughnut day.  Starting with my mom and I having one… Read full post »

MARCH 7, 2014 9:58AM


I am ready.  I want to storm these big corporate enterprises and overthow something.  The peons are working too hard for no money.  It just isn't right.  With all the unemployment in this country business should be increasing their staff, not overburdening them. 

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  Ok, So there are deadbeats in society

  I get it that some of us are a mess.

              Here is the story.  A neighbor got into a four car pile up and his truck was totaled.  The person at the cause… Read full post »

MARCH 4, 2014 1:32PM


   I could be knitting a warm blanket or saving the world but I am framing photographs of weeds.  It seems something worth doing.

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    I walk in this field constantly and know it intimately.  It made me dizzy today to record some of the weeds I steppe… Read full post »

MARCH 3, 2014 8:55AM

Moonbeam Bombs Stoners

  ' I get a kick out of you Jerry Brown.  Your honesty and strength inspire me. '

   Calling it like you see it and being successful have been a big part of Brown's entire life.  He described himself as ambitious and I believed in his moonbeam momentum. … Read full post »

   Maybe I'm scared because I am watching the movie "Captain Phillips" and they are having a drill to be sure they are ready for a terrorist attack.  I know what it is going to happen and that it is a true story.  It is not a zombie attack which I… Read full post »

MARCH 1, 2014 11:04AM

Age Appropriate Sex

  Well, once again in my life I am doing it wrong.  I get so angry at people trying to make me feel guilty for having sex with someone.

   In college I went with a gorgeous man from Sudan who was my first lover.  Someone at my sorority called… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 27, 2014 10:53AM

The Drought

   In the hills around San Diego you can see, smell and hear the drought.  Dusty, dry and crackling with the possibility of fire, it seeped inside me as it always does when I try to take a walk in beautiful nature and end up more sad than uplifted.  Everything is… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 26, 2014 2:05AM

The Giant Strawberry




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FEBRUARY 25, 2014 10:00AM

Exercise Cycle or Plant Holder?


                    There is an exercise cycle under all those plants.  I haven't been on the thing in months and when I do get on there I tend to just sit and pedal half hearte… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 24, 2014 9:50AM

Keeping House

    My mother's generation was into homemaking big time and it was all consuming.  I see it almost as the Stepford Wives club.  All clean, all the time.  Home decorating and creating the illusion of order made everyone feel safe and content.  The extreme clean was p… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 22, 2014 9:30AM

Earthing Update

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   I sat with my feet in the garden dirt today and read the book "Earthing".

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FEBRUARY 21, 2014 9:40AM

The Emotional Olympics

 I am so bored with the Olympics.  Ever since the Greeks started the competition, oogling at the perfect bodies doing amazing things, it has been missing something. 

  I propose an Emotional Olympics.  How much stress can you take?  There could be trials where people fa… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 20, 2014 10:25AM

Miserable Neighbors

In the middle of the nite a giant pepper tree fell on someone's house.  It didn't hurt the house but smashed a big tool chest full of tools and covered the back porch with its foliage. 

   Thus began the giant clean up and a plea to his neighbors who… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 18, 2014 9:26AM

Men Who Want to be Women

   In some of the online dating I have done there have been quite a few men who want to BE women.  That is why I think it is so important we make sexual freedom real and respect the inner person in all of us and take away the shame.  There… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 16, 2014 6:18PM

The Levitating Chair


    It really wasn't safe to sit in this chair anymore.  I was on the verge of throwing it in the junk pile but then I got an idea.

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FEBRUARY 14, 2014 6:21AM

Roaming Hands

  When I was a young teen my mother and I took a ship ride to the Philipines.  Since we lived on Guam where my Dad worked for the military these trips on big Navy cruisers were cheap and frequent.  One nite a young male teen befriended me and asked if… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 13, 2014 9:27AM

A Change of View

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    They hauled out the house that the Czechoslovakians trashed and another one where my friend Robin lived.  They evicted the Czechs and and my friend's boyfriend must have m… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 12, 2014 7:14AM

Dreamers and Doers

  The guy I bought my car from has money.  He said he knew from an early age that he was a "doer".  Always flush and with a bevy of girls he would parade around in front of his brother who he called a "dreamer".  I didn't tell him I am… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 10, 2014 9:49AM


  In a nearby country park there is a tree with boulders strategically placed under its limbs as if someone planned for it to be a place to take haven from the storms of life.   A harbor, manmade but natural, where someone like me could find a bit of comfort.

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FEBRUARY 8, 2014 9:35AM

Hearts in the Window

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                        I purchased sixteen red doilies at the dollar store.

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FEBRUARY 7, 2014 8:34AM

Letter from my Congressman

News from Representative Duncan Hunter


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FEBRUARY 6, 2014 9:27AM


  I was doing pretty well reading the book "Ethics for the New Millennium" by the Dalai Lama until I read this sentence..."indulgence in sensual pleasure is nothing but a gateway to suffering." 

  Oh my, it is so true and yet so false.  In my book sensual pleasure is… Read full post »