- Alpine, California, United States
- December 07
- I am here in cyberspace trying to understand the true nature of reality.
My artwork can be seen in the blog link below.
MY RECENT POSTS
- Trees at Sunset
February 25, 2014 12:57AM
- A Doughnut Almost Killed Me
March 04, 2014 03:07PM
March 04, 2014 01:02AM
- A Brush with a Republican
March 05, 2014 09:09PM
March 02, 2014 11:21PM
MY RECENT COMMENTS
- “Where ever you are there
you are. Your life in the
- “Good response. Are these
types of mergers getting
remember when Ma
- “I'm so happy for you and
glad you write here as it
hope. I don't like
- “I just helped a friend
who has nothing and it is not
you have money in
- “Just beautiful!!!”
- MY LINKS
The Porn industry has more internet traffic that Bank of America online banking or Match.com. The business will top 15 billion a year by 2015. There are extensions you can get for your computer to simulate the feeling of sex in real time. Women are moving into the industry and… Read full post »
My Ego Is Manipulating Me
It talks to me like the Devil
Justifying my actions
My Ego wants to stay alive
It talks to me like an Angel
Santifying my behavior.
My Ego wants… Read full post »
Stepping into a jacuzzi!
Swimming in a pool....
Having the pool right across the path from where I live............
Living near the coast......
So many beaches to choose from....so… Read full post »
The baby came home from the hospital after birth hungry and tired.
"Can't you keep that baby quiet?" The mother was tired too and wanted her mother to tend to the baby. She just wanted some peace after that grueling ordeal in the delivery room. … Read full post »
I can't imagine paying $10,000 for a New Age retreat and then being crammed into a sweat lodge and told you would feel like you were dying but you would be safe and then find out that there really… Read full post »
Stepping Out Joyously
To Embrace Life Sensually
I love listening to Ira Glass's show called "This American Life" on NPR Saturday afternoons. The writing is what draws me in as the segments are all so different and most of them make me laugh. Today I smirked about the couple who's divorce just didn't work and be… Read full post »
I know I came from you.
But I am not you.
You can't make me be your dream.
No matter what you say.
What really scares me
Is that I scared my own kids… Read full post »
I have spent some time lately trying to connect to my inner child. It isn't easy. My mind finds all sorts of ways to get distracted from any contact I might imagine. I am reading a book by Richard Bach called "Running from Safety" where he has some intense confrontations… Read full post »
As we rolled out of the driveway on our way to the Emergency Room while my friend was spitting up blood I asked him, "Are you sure you don't want to stay here and just kick the bucket?"
No, he wanted to go to the hospital and we agreed… Read full post »
"Oh No, he's at it again! How could he be on the prowl again after all we went through? Isn't there even going to be a proper mourning period. He just buried me and he is already looking in the personals. That internet is too easy. Conne… Read full post »
"How are you doing, dear?" I happened to meet her in the grocery store while I was searching for an ice cream fix to fill the empty hole in my heart.
"Oh, I'm fine. Life goes on." Her pinched… Read full post »
He pulled up under the giant Oak tree across the street. I saw him looking up at the big old tree and taking notes.
"You're not going to cut it down, are you?" I knew there… Read full post »
Forever the boy running across the Mexican border my friend is here doing art in my backyard. Graffiti art that smells of aerosol and foam. Inhaling the fumes makes us both high and fuels our discussion of love, art and destruction.
Why would someone cho… Read full post »
I am sitting here eating a bowl of oatmeal and blogging. It reminds me of the people I see sitting in the casino gambling and having their meals brought right up to the machine. I like to think this is more than an addiction but I'm not sure. It is… Read full post »
When you have no money, one of the nicest things to do is to go to a good restaurant. For fifty dollars you can make a memory and share it with a special someone. My daughter deserved a treat and on her last night here… Read full post »
The bottom line to caring for someone is whether or not they can manage in the bathroom on their own. After surgery or during a difficult illness anyone can need some help in this area for a short while. The position of Nurses' Aide is all about this skill and… Read full post »
Transforming into a large form and then back down again into a molecule is an amusing way to spend eternity. Elsa's spirit soul took the form of a cloud and the fire of the burning world illuminated it pink and shiny. That form evaporated and for a moment Elsa was… Read full post »
When my mother was sent to Pearl Harbor as one of the first relief nurses after the attack she was assigned to the burn unit. They took the head doctor off the ward in a straight jacke… Read full post »
For eight years my father worked in Brazil after college making roads through the jungle. Once a plane crashed deep in the interior and he went in and rescued the pilots becoming a hero back in Ameri… Read full post »
I have always been a flirt and I enjoy the company and attention of men. So when I bought frozen yogurt from the little store in the mall here I noticed the owner. He told me he had taken the money he made from his sprinkler installation business and bought… Read full post »
I logged on to Second Life as my friend who died. I knew his avatar name and his password and I logged on as him. If I had another computer I could log on as my avatar and we could play together as cyber friends. We could make love again. … Read full post »
"I'll meet you at the place where the guy from the Himalayas is balancing rocks."
Feeling very unbalanced myself after chasing down a death certificate for my friend and driving all over the downtown area I w… Read full post »
Where I sit here on the border between California and Arizona it seems just a short distance to being scorched. This place has been evacuated three times in the past ten years and this season is already promising to be one of the worst fire seasons… Read full post »
Patterns of thinking define who we are.
Addictions to smoking and alcohol are inexorably linked to a loop of certain thoughts. Our ego wants us to be happy and spins amazing justifications for behavior that bring our body pleasure even if it is destructive in th… Read full post »