Alpine, California, United States
December 07
I am here in cyberspace trying to understand the true nature of reality. My artwork can be seen in the blog link below.!home/mainPage


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MAY 11, 2014 1:10AM

It All Starts to Make Sense

What a wonderful Mother's Day conversation with my daughter this weekend.  We went over all the drunken teenager stories from her youth and I finally got to iron out lots of details that I had wondered about.  It all starts to make sense now how mild the crazy situations were really… Read full post »

MAY 9, 2014 8:38PM

Floaters in Eyes

   A small dot appeared in my vision as I was driving back from the beach two days ago.  I thought it was a strand of hair caught in my eyelash and tried to wipe it away as I navigated through the Southern Californian traffic crunch.  It wouldn't go away.  It… Read full post »

MAY 8, 2014 9:43AM

x rated Hilary

 I enjoyed seeing Hilary explain her guilty pleasures.  She blushed like a school girl trying to think of something that was not x rated.  I find it refreshing to think of a woman in power who is not afraid to reveal she has some x rated pleasures.… Read full post »

    I woke up thinking how messed up everyone I know has become, mourning for a world that is kinder and makes more sense.  When I heard about the girls taken from a modern Western School in Nigeria I was horrified of course.  However there is a part of my brain… Read full post »

MAY 4, 2014 12:03AM

San Diego's New Central Library

 What a grand adventure to go explore the new library downtown!  We took the trolley down into this rapidly growing part of town and walked into an amazing building.  I was a little disappointed that the… Read full post »

MAY 1, 2014 10:21AM

My Daughter is a Cigarette Smoker

    First thing in the morning she heads outside for a puff which is the worst time to inhale that dam smoke.  We tried exercising, meditating and waiting just five minutes but that only lasted one day.  She tells me it is not a spiritual, emotional or character flaw, she is… Read full post »

APRIL 30, 2014 8:21AM

Strong Hot Winds

Four AM is the witching hour and around here the winds are fiercely beating against the house and setting everything in motion  including my emotions.  The banging and wooshing, stirring and swirling woke me up in a turmoil of dreams and worries about money, sex, family and questions of imm… Read full post »

APRIL 29, 2014 3:03AM

Comfort Reading


                      As comforting as a bed of Petunias surrounded by geraniums, this book gave me some much needed hope.

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APRIL 28, 2014 2:12AM

Balance in a Day

Trying to stay upright every day isn't easy.  I try to balance my hedonistic side with my practical side.   Sometimes one or the other gets out of wack and I get anxious.  I think it is all in defining which is which.

  I spend as many days as I can… Read full post »

APRIL 27, 2014 2:09AM

Tower Computer Down Laptop Up

Whew, what a day!  My tower HP computer has been making awful sounds for a long time now and this morning it just quit.  I don't even want to try to fix it as I have been waiting for it to hit the dust so I could get a laptop.  I can't believe I… Read full post »

APRIL 26, 2014 8:53AM

Energy Spheres

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   We were blown away by this movie.  I will not be spoiling much by writing about it because you will need all the help you can get to understand it.  My daughter and I saw it in an empty theater on IMAX and it was so fun to talk thru… Read full post »

APRIL 24, 2014 5:10AM




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APRIL 22, 2014 11:32PM

Painting Roses


            I finally got a couple roses to play with and it was a joy.  I took lots of photos and then was actua… Read full post »

APRIL 21, 2014 1:00PM

Side Hugging

   Apparently the Duggard children cannot do frontal hugs.  They are a tv Evangelical family with a reality show about their 19 children.  They can only do side hugs in the beginning of a relationship.  There are many strange customs all over the world involved in how people… Read full post »

APRIL 20, 2014 9:38AM

Transparent Leaves



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APRIL 17, 2014 10:01PM

My Transparent Painting

  When I was a little girl I went to a wonderful drawing class in Seattle.  I remember drawing a Log Cabin Syrup bottle that was very realistic.  My mother rued the day she sent me there because now she thinks artists are crazy. 

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APRIL 15, 2014 10:34PM

My Universe






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APRIL 14, 2014 10:44AM





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APRIL 13, 2014 12:59PM

The Sweet Pea Maze








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APRIL 12, 2014 5:04AM

The Dark Side of the Rose Garden


   In the Rose Garden there were a couple ladies decapitating the roses and throwing the heads into a wheelbarrow.  It sounded like a photo op to me but the gruesome sight has stayed with me and the horror of decay and death haunt us all.

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APRIL 10, 2014 8:23PM

San Diego Rose Garden




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APRIL 9, 2014 9:57PM

Rich Guys Don't Marry Fat Women

  I maintain that rich guys in American society don't marry fat women.  It is just a fact that I have picked up in my years of online dating and I am standing by it.  I think there might be variations in other cultures and I realize there are exceptions to… Read full post »

   The latest PBS expert, Dr. Mark Hyman,  is expounding on the evils of sugar.  "Do you love donuts, cake and cookies?" he asks.  "That's not love, it's addiction."


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  Do you love the feelings you get when you touch your g… Read full post »

APRIL 6, 2014 9:49AM

2 2 2 Breakfasts

   My mom and I go out to eat at IHOP frequently and in her perfectionist mind the 2 2 2 Breakfast there for seniors is exactly right.  The eggs are fresh and pretty, the pancakes are fluffy and the service is prompt. 

   I HOP and I go way… Read full post »